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    The older they get, the more Tooru feels like she just wants… to be good enough to have her attention, or something. She wants her eyes on her, and she wants her to like what she sees. She wants to wear the nail polish Hajime picks out for her and she wants Hajime to look at her lips like she wants to kiss them.

    She just wants. Something that’s just out of her grasp. Something that she doesn’t know if she’s allowed to have. Sometimes, when Hajime looks at her lips or tucks Tooru’s hair behind her ear for her or laces their fingers together in that pretty tan-red-white contrast, Tooru thinks that maybe Hajime might want it, too.

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    23 Jun 2020

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    they’re girls and it’s a great portrayal of wlw experiences. need i say more? I will anyway. That part about oikawa realizing people won’t respect her any extra if she doesn’t seem girly

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    Ghost, under threat of another psychological evaluation from both his CO and therapist, has been forced to partake in a penpal programme with another soldier in order to "practise empathy" and "re-establish human connection." He hates it until he doesn't.

    MacTavish willingly volunteers for the SAS's new penpal programme because what the hell, it could be fun. And when his penpal ends up being adorably emotionally constipated, well, that certainly doesn't hurt.

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    13 Jul 2025

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    “Why’re you still here?” Soap asked one day.

    Ghost looked at him, “Do you not want me to be?”

    Soap raised an eyebrow. “Nae, of course I wan’ ye here. But ye have war criminals to kill, don’tcha?”

    Ghost rolled his eyes. He looked tense, gripping his thigh and not even looking in Soap’s direction. After a long moment, he mumbled. “I’d rather stay here with you, Johnny.”

    Or: Soap is discharged after getting injured, and Ghost doesn't leave his side. They settle down in Scotland and fall into a world of art together.

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    15 Apr 2025

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    loosely connected 09 ghoap fics <3 all of them can be read as standalones unless otherwise specified!!!! :D

    they’re not quite canon aligned, but take a lot from it :]

    (just as a quick aside, if any of u feel like making fanart pls link them in the comments as otherwise i won’t see them!! <3 <3 thank you)

    being translated into chinese/mandarin by the lovely relyon and drownfall !!! !!!

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    08 Apr 2025

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    Ghost lets himself be pulled up slightly, his hand just as steady on Soap's thigh. "That what you need, Johnny?" he asks, licking his lips behind the balaclava. Soap’s eyes drop to his mouth, flick back up. "You wanna draw blood? Be in control?"

    "Lt–" Soap starts, lips parted on a rough exhale. A plea or a warning, Ghost can't tell. He's too focused on the way Soap's pupils dilate, and the way the edge of the knife digs into the fabric at his throat.

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    When Graves rears his head not ten days after Las Almas Ghost starts questioning Soap's loyalty, and with it whatever's left of his own sanity.

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    21 Feb 2025