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the dreadful need in the devotee (that made him turn around) by theresidentmartian
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jun 2026
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"The rest of his trip to the hospital was fractured into half-remembered blurs. A woman told him to try to move his toes; either he didn’t catch her reaction or she didn’t give one. The sirens of the ambulance swooped over him in undulating waves of pain; too-bright lights and too-loud noises weren’t unfamiliar territory, but this was something amplified. He felt like an ant under a magnifying glass, frying. Every medic he passed through the hands of told him to keep his eyes open. He was so tired. He just wanted to rest.
Eventually, finally, they let him. The world faded to black, blissful. He still couldn’t remember what he had been planning to ask Ilya."
Or, the timeline where Marlow's check on Shane is a career ending injury, and both Shane and Ilya have to grapple with the effects.
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04 Jul 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
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- English
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13 Jun 2026
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Lessons in Idle Ecstasies by br1ghtmouth
Fandoms: The Mandalorian (TV), Star Wars - All Media Types
05 Apr 2022
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He wants the last year of the century to be a good one, so Cobb Vanth makes his own fortune. The stranger in the brothel has pretty eyes and looks a little lost. Cobb has always had a good sense of direction. When fate throws a hand of high cards onto the table, Cobb looks down and laughs as he rakes up the toppling pot.
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30 May 2026
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After a job goes wrong, Din finds himself needing to smuggle a child across the mountains in the dead of winter before they’re hunted down. Lucky for them, the Marshal of a little town that isn’t on any map is willing to help.
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27 May 2026
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At 25 years old, Yancy Becket dies reaching out, leaving behind a younger brother with his soul torn in half, and an unborn child who will never know his father.
At 22 years old, Raleigh Becket finds himself newly discharged with a busted arm, a neat little description of PTSD and various other disorders he's probably been diagnosed with on his file, and a two month old baby. He's also well and truly at the end of his rope, his life dented by the impressions of those no longer there.
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How Raleigh Becket desperately tries to keep his head above water in a roiling sea of sorrow and depression threatening to drown him, and the only thing keeping him afloat is the little boy with Yancy's face who calls him "daddy".
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- 8/8
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15 May 2026
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wolf spider by parsnipit
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
09 Jul 2023
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When Miguel dialed his watch to teleport back to Spider Society Headquarters, the watch flickered—and then it died an underwhelming and tragic death on his wrist, the watchface sputtering into an unresponsive darkness that refused to blink no matter how he fiddled with the internal components. Now Miguel is stuck on an alien planet with four children, no medication, zero contact with the outside world, and rapidly thinning patience.
“Mierda,” Miguel decides.
“Yeah,” Miles groans, sprawling out on the floor. “That about sums it up.”
When he’s stranded in an alien universe, Miguel has to keep his spiderkids safe and find a way back home—all while enduring the damning concequences of withdrawal from the drug genetically coded into him.
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- Part 2 of quasisocial
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- English
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- 24,129
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- 6/6
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15 Apr 2026
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Robby needs therapy, and Jack is not about to watch him deny it again. He needs to talk to someone, even if it's just Dr Jefferson. Surprisingly, Robby agrees. His sessions, however, are really difficult and draining, and the only person who can help him through that is Jack Abbot.
Jack eagerly does whatever Robby needs. Including taking a nap together. Or several. If only their feelings could stay out of it...Bookmarked by ChillyBeannn
18 Mar 2026
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I’m pretty low on funds and need to make ends meet this month, Barnes types slowly into a new post three days later. I’m taking commissions for hits in the New York City area.
Will Not Kill: Captain America or other Avengers.
Will partially refund payment if target turns out to be HYDRA.
Will not go to Jersey. No dismemberment or killing children.
Message for negotiations and payment details.- Language:
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16 Feb 2026
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Folded Feathers by Era_Penn for yarnwhore95
Fandoms: Deadpool - All Media Types, The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
27 Oct 2015
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Of everyone who ever saw Peter's pitch black wings, only three people stayed: Uncle Ben, Aunt May, and Gwen Stacy. Two of them are dead. Peter refuses to show his wings to anyone else, ever.
And then Wade Wilson comes along with his gorgeous white and gold wings and ruins everything.
(Except, he's the only one who can make Peter laugh, these days, so maybe it's just a painful sort of fixing.)
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25 Jan 2026
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Becoming Belonging by sahiya
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
23 Feb 2020
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Peter barely remembered the week after he came back, five years and two minutes after dying on Titan. But he did remember this: looking at Morgan Stark and feeling––to his immediate shame––wildly, insanely jealous that Morgan had had those five years with Tony and Peter hadn’t.
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23 Dec 2025
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Like Bridges Underwater, Keeping Strong Beyond Their Time by TheTimetravellerCat
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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Months after PittFest, Robby is still struggling, still drowning. But time should heal all wounds, as the saying goes. Except he is really starting to doubt it.
Thankfully, Jack still has faith and he is determined to get Robby help. If Robby is willing to accept it, that is.
Robby's backpack slipped from his shoulder and he let it drop next to his feet. He couldn’t take his eyes off the river below. The Allegheny river flowed tirelessly, had been doing so for centuries, for longer than the United States had existed.
It would be easy to slip. The railing wasn’t even that high. He didn’t mean to imagine himself falling, but the image imposed itself on his mind. He saw his torso leaning against the metal. He saw himself slip forward. He saw his body slice through the air. He saw it land into the muddy waters. He saw it disappear below the surface.
He didn’t see it go up.
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- Part 2 of Rabbot & Suicide
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12 Dec 2025
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Dennis Whitaker tried to find answers in God. When that didn't work, he turned to medicine.
And when that didn't work, he turned to the two married attendings.
Or I heard we were making Dennis Whitaker have religious trauma and I decided to help out.
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- Part 1 of i retract and repent in dust and ashes
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- 35/35
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17 Nov 2025
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In which Scott Lang spills his guts to Sam Wilson at who cares o' clock in the morning, and it all goes uphill from there.
Feat. Wakandan infomercials, brooding worthy of any A-list superhero, an uncomfortably sincere compliment, and a requited crush.
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25 Sep 2025
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I'm Headed for a Land That's Far Away by telm_393
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Ant-Man (Movies)
25 Oct 2016
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As a fugitive in Wakanda, Scott makes a place for himself as moral support, doing everything possible to keep the fact that he’s pretty much dead inside from the others. See, he’s been living with his mental issues for years, and he’s been pretending to be just fine for even longer, so if he lets himself get lost in everyone else’s commotion, he’ll be okay.
…Except no one can pretend to be okay forever, and Scott is rudely thrust into the spotlight by virtue of having a full-on mental breakdown and trying to kill himself while living in close quarters with five other people. It doesn’t work, so Scott decides to save his own life and face his past, present, and future head-on. Also, somewhere in all of this, Scott and Sam fall in love, because wars end, but life goes on.
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24 Sep 2025
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Robby follows him as Jack starts working on the coffee, taking a seat at the peninsula that divides the kitchen from the rest of the apartment.
“You still like it burned or have you gotten better taste since last time?” he teases, throwing a quick glance at Robby, who makes a face at him.
They don’t do this often, crashing at each others’ places. Jack honestly can’t remember when exactly that last time was. Close to a year, he thinks, a Pirates game with a rain delay that then went into extra innings. It’s not that they don’t hang out when their schedules allow for it, it’s just that there’s always been more of a distance in their relationship outside work, like somehow the halls (and roof) of PTMC allow for more vulnerability than the halls of their own homes.
“At this point I'll take whatever you give me and I'll like it,” Robby says, definitely with a grimace this time.
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OR, five times Jack comes home to Robby unexpectedly at his place, plus one.Bookmarked by ChillyBeannn
10 Sep 2025
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When Abbot finds Dennis living in the hospital the night of Pittfest he offers him a place to stay, after all, his husband needs a project. Snapshots of Dennis's life over his MS4 year with paternal Rabbot, protective Trinity Santos, and light Dennis/Mateo.
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01 Sep 2025
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17 Aug 2025
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lay your hands by ShowMeAHero
Fandoms: DCU, Justice League - All Media Types, Superman - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types, The Batman (Movie 2022), Superman (Movie 2025)
16 Jul 2025
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Maybe he doesn’t have a filter because of how tired he is, his mind too chemically addled to properly stop and think. Maybe he wants to keep an eye on Clark, make sure Superman heals and recovers fully, rather than have him shower here at the Hall and send him on his way. Maybe—
Maybe he doesn’t want to be apart from him, and maybe he wants to take care of him, and maybe he wants to be taken care of by him, and maybe he’s just drained enough and just foolish enough and just good enough at making up excuses that this was going to be inevitable anyway.
Whatever reason it is— whatever combination of reasons, most likely— the outcome is the same.
“Come home with me,” Bruce offers.
or: bruce and clark have been fighting monsters as batman and superman for over two days. they're hungry, filthy, and exhausted— so, bruce thinks it only makes sense to invite clark over to the manor to eat, take a bath together, and sleep.
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08 Aug 2025
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“It’s going to be fine,” Jack promises him, as if he can promise him that. “Flu’s not taking you down, is it?”
“Guess it’s your job to make sure it doesn’t,” Robby replies. Despite the verbal blows Jack just aimed right into his ribs, he still feels bad for the way Jack’s face drains of color once he’s said it. “Jack—”
“Go lay down before it starts,” Jack instructs him, and Robby recognizes Dr. Abbot taking over in more ways than one. “I’ll come check on you in an hour, alright?”
For one more heartbeat, Jack doesn’t move. Again, Robby feels the pang down the center of his chest into his stomach that simultaneously tells him to kiss him and reminds him that he can’t.
or: robby catches a deadly flu in the pitt while treating patients. jack is his only hope for survival.
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16 Jul 2025
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Skin Deep by Mystical_Magician
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Doctor Strange (2016), Iron Man (Movies)
05 May 2022
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A battle that should have finally killed Stephen instead launches him into a parallel universe. Exhausted from centuries as Sorcerer Supreme, he chooses instead to explore this new world in any animal form except human. Having hoped for peace at last, he can't stand to be looked up to, to be responsible for others, to have the world on his shoulders.
If he'd hoped to avoid excitement, however, he really should have stayed away when he noticed an enormous explosion and a falling metal suit of armor as he passed through Afghanistan.
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- Part 1 of Skin Deep
- Language:
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- 56,400
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- 16/16
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11 Jul 2025