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  1. 9

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    It’s the same every goddamn time. Always the same. Every time.

    He evaded the bullet shot at him, now knowing Cheng Xiaoshi was about to appear in front of him. He’d take the bullet for him, he’d fight Vein off just long enough to escape with Lu Guang into the darkroom, and he’d die in his arms all over again.

    Always the same.

    The gun pointed at his head, and he heard Xiaoshi clap from the other side of the room.

    Fuck it. If he can take a shot for me, I can take a shot for him.

     

    Due to Lu Guang's interference, Cheng Xiaoshi survives this time, however with a fairly permanent side-effect.

    [cxs paralysis au wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo]

    Updates wednesdays every other week!!
    RELEASE SCHEDULE:
    chapter 1: 12.11.25
    chapter 2: 26.11.25
    chapter 3: 10.12.25

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    June of Doom 2025, featuring everyone's favorite photo studio trio! If you enjoy angst, whump, and found family shenanigans with a few wild twists thrown in, then you might be in the right place!

    Day Thirty: "This is it"

    M: A camera setting in which the user has to adjust the focus manually

    Canon: 1. A timeline or set order of events within a given universe, 2. A musical composition where a melody is layered or repeated in successive iterations

    Canon in M: One man's desperate attempt to alter his own timeline by reliving and repeating it

    (Finale, pt 5 of 5)

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    Cheng Xiaoshi knew that Lu Guang had secrets, but he never pried.

    “It’s not a crime for a man to wanna keep a secret,” he always said.

    Until one day, when he has to dive into Lu Guang’s body, revealing a painful secret.

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    Cheng Xiaoshi makes it to October.

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    There’s a reason why Lu Guang never joined those self defense classes with Cheng Xiaoshi and Qiao Ling — not when the sight of a hand raised against him was enough to knock him off his feet; Cheng Xiaoshi’s hand, to be specific.

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    About the bruises on young Lu Guang’s arms.

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    - Nobody knew Lu Guang was an omega this time around.

    a.k.a. I give Lu Guang way too many issues, across-timeline longing, an addiction to drugs due to constant rejection of his omega-self, and an unnecessary amount of stress.
    Yet I also give him Cheng Xiaoshi who may (or may not) solve some of these problems.

    [Gen/no smut, A/B/O, Non-traditional, Bad writing]

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    His fingers trembled as he reached out.. but stopped himself, curled them into a fist instead. A whisper slipped past his lips before he could swallow it back.

    "I'm sorry… I've been trying forever… I finally did it... sorry..."

    The words hung in the air, unanswered. Xiaoshi shifted slightly in his sleep but didn't wake....

    What if Lu guang succeeded and saved his loved ones..?

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  9. 1

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    What if.. it was all just a nightmare for Lu guang?

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    There's nothing wrong with coughing up flowers while diving back in time, if it's all in the name of love, right?

    ...Right, Lu Guang?

     

    a.k.a. The obligatory Hanahaki fic™

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  11. 2

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    Lu Guang deserves this, doesn’t he?

    He knows he does, knows he deserves so much worse than this.

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  12. 4

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    After so many years and timelines of constant problem-solving, of his mind filling itself with countless formulas and equations and theories on time distortion, Lu Guang needed a break.

    He came to realize that he never should have let his guard down.

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  13. 2

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    It happened on the day when Lu Guang offered to make lunch for the two of them.

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    The sun sets over a ashen skyline, a doorbell rings through a cluttered studio. Photos and littered memories scrounge the floors and walls, haphazardly taken films bleeding through silicone. A man answers the bell, quietly takes the white package and settles down over the counter. 
                                                                                                                                                                                                                  The kitchen is empty, 

    Plastic shuffles about, translucent in nature with pale white fingers diffused in the crinkles and folds. 

     

    Skrrting off the lid. 

    Pouring the hot soup, 

    till the last drop

    settled down. 

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  15. 9

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    Now that Tianxi's settled into her new life of living freely in the care of Lu Guang, she realizes that she wasn't the only one out of the two of them that needed saving.

    In which Lu Guang has to confront The Horrors™️

    Part 2 to the first fic in this series, if you're really dedicated you can read this first but I would recommend that one first since i do reference it a lot in this one and it basically lays the framework for this au‼️‼️

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  16. 4

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    Immortality. Reincarnation.
    Lu Guang never thought these would be variables, yet he is faced to deal with them alone. The first timeline, he stopped aging. The second timeline, he didn't dive again. When you have all the time in the world, what else can you do but move on?
    That's easier said than done when the one you failed to save makes an appearance 100 years later.
    Are the feelings requited? Will he have a chance to finally confess? Does Cheng Xiaoshi... remember him?

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  17. 27

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    Lu Guang had never gotten further in both a dive and away from his already slipping sanity. His mind felt as if it was tearing itself apart and there wasn’t a thing left to do but wait. 4 months.
    4. That was the time he had to ‘fix’ everything. Of course Lu Guang knew it was imperative that he survive at least until September 13th, long enough to see the still beating heart of Cheng Xiaoshi at 5:01 PM…
    However, a case accepted by him alone would drive an unclimbable wall between that goal and his own survival. Had he known it’d be a catalyst for not only his, but those who he loved, fall into hysteria, there’d be no such thing as an option…
    But it did…and “taken’ it was.

    —takes place in the current timeline.

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      Listen I love hurt

      THIS HURT HAS BEEN GOING FOR 60K WORDS AND WE'RE STILL NOT TOUCHING THE COMFORT. GIVE MY LOVES SOME LOVE PLEASE THEY REALLY NEED IT.

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      On ch 7
      Ch 2 know that. But…he looks so wary of me now…I don’t know why, if it’s because I stabbed him when Li Tianchen possessed me, or something else, but I can’t talk to him, so you have to.”

      Cheng Xiaoshi looked away from her again…All of those points were valid, but he was still nervous. Lu Guang’s scream from when he got shot was stuck in his head, his willingness to run with an open stab wound, all of that mindless sacrifice…was Lu Guang just so worried about him that he was getting like this?

      Was he the problem?

      “Qiao Ling…what if when I speak with him, he uh…I find out that maybe I’m causing the problems?…”

      “Why would he—Xiaoshi, that makes zero sense. Why now - out of the blue - would he randomly pin the blame on you, of all people, you.”

       

      Ch 3 nodded, it was so easy, why did Officer Xiao seem so worried? “It’s fine…I’m- I’m not panicking, There’s just…if I had a bit more I would’ve been able to confirm what happened afterward and…”

      “I don’t need the “after” that we’re both not ready for, focus on what you did see and what you now know—start from the beginning, work your way up,” Officer Xiao’s tone wasn’t commanding, just even…steady, easy to hold onto to, “Write it down so we can keep a record,” Officer Xiao handed him a report to fill out right after that.

       

      Ch 5 1l uses her ppwer

  18. 8

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    In 1920s New York, Officer Lu Guang has always kept to the straight and narrow—until a chance encounter with charming mobster Cheng Xiaoshi turns his world inside out. What begins as a cat-and-mouse chase between law and crime becomes a dangerous dance of survival, love, and redemption.

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    Lu Guang made his way up the stairs, dutifully following the same routine that he’d gotten used to over the weeks.

    It was October twenty seventh, over a month since he’d finally surpassed Cheng Xiaoshi’s death node.

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