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    Merlin ponders what Kilgharrah said, and Gwaine appears unexpectedly to talk.

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    my first ever writing event while doing my final exams... what could go wrong
    in each of the beginning notes, the prompts I used are in bold.
    (towards the end when I realised I seriously didn't have enough time to get through it all, I started doing drabbles. these ones are generally named after the prompt they used, while all the others have original names)

    did not make it to a full completion < / 3

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    Merlin can't sleep while on a hunting trip with Arthur and the knights. He talks to a strange woman and doesn't realize he had been followed.

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  5. 10

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    Arthur tails Merlin and Mordred. Both of them notice.

    ~Part 18 of the series~

    Series Summary: To protect Mordred, Merlin confesses to having been a child soldier under Cenred's rule before coming to Camelot. This causes ripple effects throughout their lives that culminate into a tidal wave of disaster for the kingdom and its resident warlock.

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    When Arthur announces his plan to make Mordred a knight, Merlin protests. But not for the reason you may think.

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    Merlin is all that's left of Avalon. After watching loved ones die, and kingdoms fall, none of it equated to the pain he felt when Arthur died.
    But maybe Arthur won't be gone forever. After all: When Albion's need is greatest, King Arthur will rise again... if not in the way Merlin expected.

    %%%

    I'm incapable of writing anything that isn't angst so TW for mental health issues, including thoughts and conversations about depression, self harm, suicide. Reader discretion is advised if these topics are triggering to you.

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    Merlin responds to a summons from the queen and sets things stirring in the kitchen.

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    Gwaine worries about Merlin, and the servant helps Mordred understand why Arthur changed his mind.

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    The morning after talking with Gwaine, Merlin gets a flashback when he sees Mordred's tattoo. Later, he spots Leofwin sneaking into the library.

    ~Part 12 of the series~

    Series Summary: To protect Mordred, Merlin confesses to having been a child soldier under Cenred's rule before coming to Camelot. This causes ripple effects throughout their lives that culminate into a tidal wave of disaster for the kingdom and its resident warlock.

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  11. 12

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    Arthur decides it's finally time to talk with Merlin, but has some trouble starting a conversation. Merlin visits some friends.

    ~Part 17 of the series~

    Series Summary: To protect Mordred, Merlin confesses to having been a child soldier under Cenred's rule before coming to Camelot. This causes ripple effects throughout their lives that culminate into a tidal wave of disaster for the kingdom and its resident warlock.

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    Merlin tries to do some research of his own on this Bolas fellow, and Mordred reflects on the past few days and the mighty Emrys.

    ~Part 16 of the series~

    Series Summary: To protect Mordred, Merlin confesses to having been a child soldier under Cenred's rule before coming to Camelot. This causes ripple effects throughout their lives that culminate into a tidal wave of disaster for the kingdom and its resident warlock.

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    Merlin has breakfast with his fellow servants, and his presence stirs things up among the other servants.

    ~Part 15 of the series~

    Series Summary: To protect Mordred, Merlin confesses to having been a child soldier under Cenred's rule before coming to Camelot. This causes ripple effects throughout their lives that culminate into a tidal wave of disaster for the kingdom and its resident warlock.

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    Gwen is worried about Arthur and Merlin, and Merlin is starting to struggle with his anger toward Mordred.

    ~Part 14 of the series~

    Series Summary: To protect Mordred, Merlin confesses to having been a child soldier under Cenred's rule before coming to Camelot. This causes ripple effects throughout their lives that culminate into a tidal wave of disaster for the kingdom and its resident warlock.

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    Merlin is getting closer and closer to breaking, Mordred notices.

    ~Part 13 of the series~

    Series Summary: To protect Mordred, Merlin confesses to having been a child soldier under Cenred's rule before coming to Camelot. This causes ripple effects throughout their lives that culminate into a tidal wave of disaster for the kingdom and its resident warlock.

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    Merlin has made the decision to protect Mordred, but not everyone agrees with his decision.

    ~Part 10 of the series~

    Series Summary: To protect Mordred, Merlin confesses to having been a child soldier under Cenred's rule before coming to Camelot. This causes ripple effects throughout their lives that culminate into a tidal wave of disaster for the kingdom and its resident warlock.

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    A royal messenger from the kingdom of Regsnaw arrives in Camelot, and Merlin's frustration increases as he senses an impending visit with an old friend.

    Or, Part 9 of my series.

    Series Summary: To protect Mordred, Merlin confesses to having been a child soldier under Cenred's rule before coming to Camelot. This causes ripple effects throughout their lives that culminate into a tidal wave of disaster for the kingdom and its resident warlock.

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    After hearing the gossip surrounding Merlin down in the kitchen, George decides to step up and help ease the burden on Merlin's shoulders.

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    Series Summary - To protect Mordred, Merlin confesses to having been a child soldier under Cenred's rule before coming to Camelot. This causes ripple effects throughout their lives that culminate into a tidal wave of disaster for the kingdom and its resident warlock.

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    Merlin and Mordred ponder their entwined destinies and new living arrangements.

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    Merlin is trying to pretend that everything is normal as usual, but Arthur is starting to realize that things aren't the same as they were.

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