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    A collection of texts between Buck and Eddie as they fall in love and confess their love over and over again.

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    06 Jul 2025

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    Private Message: Buck and Ravi, 10/17

    Ravi

    Ravi Pannikar shared a Note with you: “Buddie Bets” 

    Buck

    …probie

    probie what the hell is this

    Ravi

    AH

    that

    was supposed to be shared with a group chat 

    pls don’t get the chainsaw im too pretty to die 

    Buck

    don’t care, didn’t ask, what the hell is this????

    Ravi

    so on iphones there’s this app that’s called notes right

    Buck 

    PROBIE

    Ravi

    ok look don’t get mad 

    Buck and Eddie find out that the 118 have placed their bets on when they’ll get together. They hatch a plan to drive their friends insane AND take their money. It goes about as well as you’d expect.

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    It was an accident. He slipped. That doesn't mean he isn't going to take advantage of the opportunity that presents itself.

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    Post Lawsuit, Buck accidentally cuts his arm. He decides that maybe not getting help is best for everyone.

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    TW for suicidal idealization and injury that turns into a suicide attempt.

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    26 Jun 2025

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    Tommy breaks up with Buck and he is officially over the baking stage, so he is now back on his Buck 1.0 path, except every time he gets drunk he ends up at Eddie’s front door.

    Eddie is just trying to find ways to feel normal about Christopher being in Texas. When Buck keeps showing up to his door it makes a great distraction except for the fact that it is drudging up all kinds of unwanted feelings

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    24 Jun 2025

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  5. Rec 39

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    "Eddie takes a step backwards taking one hand off of the doorframe, Buck goes to step through, trying to get away as soon as possible. Until Eddie steps in front of him, blocking the path with his body.

    “This isn’t over” Eddies voice is sharp. He doesn’t ask, he tells Buck this is not over. He nods and walk away. Coward, he tell himself."
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    Evan Buckley spent his childhood injuring himself in hopes to capture his mothers attention. When even those efforts stop working, Buck finds a new way to gain his mothers sympathy. Buck falls down a dark path battling Bulimia/Anorexia, years of his life given to the sickness.

    He leaves home after high school, travels the country + Peru and lands in Los Angeles. Buck steps foot in station 118, in search of a job; he finds so much more

    Or - Buck is suffering, and Eddies the only person who notices.

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    24 Jun 2025

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