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sunflower (your love would be too much) by fettuccine_alfreylo
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
14 Nov 2024
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Ben Solo is many things.
Editor-in-Chief. (Somewhat) Functioning drug addict. Unrepentant Asshole. Widower.
Father.
...He fills some of these roles better than others.
Until his son's Kindergarten teacher comes along and turns his life upside down.
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Why is is Indra always so angry at Lincoln? Why does she care so much that he always questions their ways? Why does she take such an interest in his skaikru girlfriend? Why would she go behind Lexa's back and free him?
It all seems far too emotional for the fierce Warrior.
Unless, he's her son.
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- Part 2 of Mount Vie
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There’s a light that I can see (but only when there’s darkness in me) by sorryitsmyfirstdayonearth for FallenAlpha
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
23 Jul 2024
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It’s late in the evening when suddenly Sam Winchester is at your door. He says he needs your help. He’s relapsed on demon blood, so you let him in. Of course, you let him in. You’ve never been able to say no to Sam.
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Heart-wrenching and full. Has a perfect build up. Gives all the feels.
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Monty’s family runs a plant nursery, he’s been taking more responsibility since his dad died. He has a crush on a guy that keeps getting plants from him, Jasper.
Jasper’s plants keep dying.
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- Part 1 of I think I need you, to make my body work
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jonty❤️🩹
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medicate, meditate (throw a punch, fall in love) by trevordrysdale
Fandoms: SEAL Team (TV), 9-1-1 (TV)
20 Feb 2025
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He can’t call Jason.
The phone is heavy in his hand. His vision blurs as he scrolls through his contacts, the names swimming. He stops on one. Brock.
Evan doesn’t have a choice. If he doesn’t call now, he knows he won’t make it through the night.
Or, Evan Buckley has always been a contradiction—a man with an unstoppable drive and a devastating capacity for self-destruction. His life is a tangle of addiction, recovery, love, and survival. In the end, Evan’s story isn’t about perfection or easy answers. It’s about finding the courage to face the past, the strength to keep moving forward, and the beauty of being loved for exactly who you are—flaws and all.
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Castiel and Dean grew up together. Both from broke, broken homes, falling in love was easy - until Dean’s father whisked him away. Years later, Cas is still living the struggle, selling his body to keep a roof over his siblings' heads and using drugs to get by. When Dean returns as a fully grown adult (and a paramedic at that) with his kid-brother-turned-lawyer in tow, Castiel can’t help feeling as if they’re picking up exactly where they left off. Falling swiftly in love all over again but used to only having himself to rely on, he struggles to let Dean in. When Gabriel gets arrested and takes a major source of the family’s income down with him, Castiel struggles to cope and leans on drugs and prostitution instead of Dean. Determined not to lose him for a second time, Dean fights to drag Castiel back from the claws of addiction and the brink of death, no matter what it takes. With help from friends, family, and Dean, Castiel finds himself working towards something for the first time ever, determined to choose life, love, and something more than what the city has always told him is all he has to offer.
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六孩之母ca s
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This Beautiful Girl by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Voyager, Star Trek: Picard
04 Aug 2022
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After cutting off all contact with Seven of Nine and Chakotay, and then ultimately the Voyager crew, Kathryn finds herself alone in a dark house in Bloomington, no family, no friends, no one she loves left, hiding from her past choices. When Harry comes to tell her the worst news, she finally has to face up to the damage she's caused to she who was always most dear to her.
This fic is J/7 but involves the other listed ships (and does portray R/7 in a positive way.) Very angsty, minor character deaths. Loosely based on some videos and articles that I found about the tension Kate Mulgrew had towards Jeri Ryan and their ultimate reconciliation. NOT an RPS.
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On the third day of his freedom, Leo buys a hammer and a box of nails, and he walks round to the timber yard.
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Cute sad happysad
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Sam’s birthdays usually turn out to be pretty terrible, but he’s staying hopeful
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Not connected stories about suicidal Sam Winchester.
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After the awful, disastrous three-way with Craig and Hawk on Fire Island, Tim comes down to breakfast, fully expecting Rafael to walk him to the ferry.
He walks down the short corridor to the few steps that lead into the living room, half-dreading that Hawk will have just gone straight back to the bump, anything to deaden the pain. Instead he’s sitting at the table in a floral silk robe, red-rimmed eyes, fingernails bitten down to the quick.
“Everyone else still asleep?” Tim asks, as he puts his brown leather bag down near the door, hesitating to join Hawk at the table. He feels overdressed, as he has so often these last few days, in his checked flannel over a white T-shirt, his jeans where everyone else has been in shorts or less.
“I… kicked them out.” Hawk’s voice is rough, the echoes of his sobbing last night, inconsolable in Tim’s arms. He almost sounds surprised at himself, unsure that what he’s saying is true.
[A canon-divergent fix-it where Tim stays in Fire Island for an extra week while Hawk detoxes and they discover whether they can trust each other with their truth.]
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- Part 1 of Remind me of you
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what if (you said you were scared and so was i) by velaris28
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
23 Jun 2023
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Yoongi is quiet quiet quiet over the phone.
“Hyung?” Namjoon calls, heart in his throat. “Hyung, you still with me? Hyung? I’m almost there, okay? Just wait for me, yeah? Just wait.”
Please, please, please…
Yoongi makes a soft sound. “No,” he says, voice faint. “Please don’t come. I don’t want you to see it, Joon-ah.”
Yoongi is tired, and Namjoon is desperate, and hope is such a small thing, in the face of so much fear and pain.
prequel to don't wannna be lonely (just wanna be yours)
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- Part 1 of save me (namgi x reader hybrid au)
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Oversight by thewightknight
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
28 Jun 2018
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When Hux collapses from stimulant abuse, Kylo takes it upon himself to nurse him through his recovery period, over the med droid's objections. Chaos ensues.
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2023 Whumptober! Just fyi, pretty much every chapter I've done so far seems to have turned into Lucifer drama, and I can't seem to stop doing it.
The chapter titles are lyrics from Florence and the Machine songs, because they just kept fitting and then it was too late to stop.
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Chapter 1: Grill tries to plan an amazing birthday for Chill, but things never seem to work out the way he wants. In the end, he’s forced to come to terms with his Fffff-fa-fEELINGS.
Chapter 2: Chill convinces Grill to quit YEET Energy Drank cold turkey.
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THIS. 👏
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Grantaire didn’t believe in much, and he certainly didn’t believe in magic. Wishing on a star had been nothing but a sad little joke to himself.
The fact that Enjolras is now asking Grantaire for dance lessons? Complete and total coincidence.
(It has to be. If Grantaire wasted a genuine magical wish on something so fleeting, he’ll never forgive himself. Not when the ABC is on the verge of falling apart.)
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“What did you do this time Sam?”
“It didn’t work… I gave everything, and it didn’t work…”
“I can see that. So much sacrifice to reverse the one sacrifice you can’t live with. I’d laugh if I didn’t think you’d kill me.”
“I need your help.”
“I’ve helped you enough. The only reason I did what I did was because you threatened my life, and even then I warned you it wouldn’t work, that you’d only be ripping your soul further.”
“Please just, just this one thing.”
“I can’t undo what you’ve done Sam.”
“I’m not asking you to.”
“Then what?”
“Make me forget.”IDEA: Season 8 {fix-it?} in which Sam did some horrible things to try and bring Dean back with the help of a witch named Amelia, and when it doesn’t work he has her alter his memories from that time to what we see in canon. Long one-shot. **SELF-HARM AND OTHER YUCKIES AHEAD, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED** (a.k.a. sit down, drink some water, prepare yourself)
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I'd never heard a better sound coming out than when you're whimpering my name from your mouth. by pseudofoucault333
Fandoms: Supernatural
17 May 2016
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Castiel was always the outcast of the Milton family and nothing made it more clear than the moment he presented. It wasn’t something that his older brothers Michael and Lucifer thought they could handle so they sold him, seeing it as the only way for him to make his worth.
Dean was the alpha of the family but not the conventional alpha, fixated on modern values instead of the traditional. The kind who worked long hours to support his beta brothers but wasn’t looking to settle down unless he found that one omega. But when he finds him, or sees him on a computer screen with his knot in his hand, he knows things were never meant to be simple. But that didn’t mean he wasn’t going to do anything to get his Omega in his life.
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- Part 14 of Fei writes for Tumblr
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