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  1. 77

    Don’t You Know, It Feels Good to be Alive by

    Fandom: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types

    22 Jul 2025

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    What would happen if somehow Mikey and Leo switched places; and Mikey was the one to get trapped in the prison dimension?

    Well, here is my take on it.

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    Author somehow turned this into a 3+1 series lol

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  2. 89

    okay, did the massive head trauma mid-alien invasion kill your braincells, or were you always this much of a dumbass? by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types  

    02 Mar 2023

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    "I put the sexy in dyslexia."

    "You're gonna put the homo in homocide if you keep trying to leave the lair while you can't walk."

    "Spirits, neither of you can spell. I see why Purple has a god complex about his intelligence if this was what he had to compare to."

    Piebald comes over for Thanksgiving and bullies the boys as any good half-sister should
    zero angst none never i would never put angst in here

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  3. 33

    I Hate Space by

    Fandom: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)

    19 May 2023

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  4. 12

    Feral Turtle Fun by

    Fandom: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types

    01 Oct 2025

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  5. 44

    After a Lifetime by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)  

    19 May 2023

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    Raphael is finally back on the ship with his family, but something’s not right. With him. He feels out of sync with himself and the rest of reality. In the most literal way possible.

    Takes place immediately after I Hate Space. Just like that story, this is not for the faint of heart.

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  6. 14

    AI-less Whumptober 2023 (IS Excerpts Addition) by

    Fandom: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)

    08 Feb 2025

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    This will be my collection for Whumptober 2023, including old and new stand-alone works, as well as several excerpts from my many unfinished but very whumpy ‘stories’.

    As some of these ‘stories’ are simply three to four random chapters/snippets, I’m beginning to realize that I will never finish, so I thought I’d share. Since everything I write is often whumpy, I’m choosing to share them during this Whumptober season.

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    i’m bringing everyone home by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types  

    04 Sep 2023

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    Leo's been alive for 40 long, long years, so he would've hoped by now he'd've learned something. Gotten some life experience.
    All that fun and handy life experience is telling him that being disintegrated by a massive laser is fatal
    And yet.

    (featuring: all four future bros! existential crisis! leo being the worst medical patient ever! plentiful angst! and more!)

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    Another world (at least I have you by my side) by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)  

    10 Aug 2024

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    Leo and Donnie end up in a different universe thanks to a portal mishap with Donnie's machine, now they gotta find a way to get back home.

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    In other words it's another "the disaster twins end up in the 2012 universe and are menaces to society and their counterparts" but this time they talk about their emotions and all! Also, small disclaimer, all the info I have about the 2012 show is from the wiki and some random memories I have from like, five years ago as well as random clips I see on Tik Tok and Tumblr.

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    Abandoned Work

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  9. 80

    the icarus complex by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types  

    23 Apr 2023

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    a few months after the Kraang invasion, Raphael stumbles upon a particular coping mechanism that finally seems to work.

    it doesn’t go well.

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  10. 12

    Sugar, Spice, I’ve Tried To Die Thrice by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)  

    10 Feb 2025

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    Raphael’s brothers find something he didn’t want to tell another living soul.

    As you might expect, no one takes it well.

    or

    Raph accidentally gets his self harm exposed in a Hidden City grocery store.

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  11. 27

    Two Sides of the Same Coin by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types  

    08 Oct 2023

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    Raphael lived two separate lives. In one, he was the oldest (and biggest) of his siblings, responsible for making sure that they don’t get into too much trouble. In the other, he was the token middle child, free to let loose and cause his own chaos with his younger brothers as his own older bro tried to keep them in check.

    He had kept the fact that he switches between worlds secret from his family for years, but when both of his families get pulled into more and more bad situations, Raph doesn’t know how long he can continue to balance both lives in secret.

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    AKA 2012 Raph and Rise Raph are the same person. This causes problems.
    (Known as the same raph au on Tumblr)

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  12. 40

    you're on your own, kid by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)  

    13 Sep 2023

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    the one where raph believes everything, especially his father's death, is his fault; and that maybe, his brothers might be better off without him.

     

    basically, a heart-wrenching thought for a fanfic i had a few nights ago while listening to "you're on your own, kid" by taylor swift. (that song is so raph, so is "tolerate it," argue with the wall)

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  13. 28

    Misadventures of Dimensions by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2003), Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 1987)  

    12 Feb 2023

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    Splinter knew that he had not been the best father to his boys growing up. He regretted his neglect every day. He knew that Blue had never really forgiven him. Red had accepted it easily, Orange had always been closer to Red than him, and Purple didn’t quite know how to deal with it, so he had locked himself away in his laboratory and ignored Splinter’s existence.

    Sometimes Splinter mulls over everything. What could he have done better? What caused his sons to grow apart from him? What could he have done to make them look him in the eye once in a while? Why couldn’t he have been better for them?

    When four alternate dimension versions of his sons fall into his world, Splinter thinks that perhaps this could be a second chance. A chance to be a good father, to protect these children in a way he had not his own.

    Will it work?

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  14. 39

    Another turtle that wears red. by

    Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2003), Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)  

    22 Feb 2023

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    Rise Raph gets telaported to tmnt 2003. He relises he's alone and goes savage in the process. A strange man finds him and captures him. The turtles (2003) are here to rescue him.

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  15. 26

    I'm trying, I'm recovering by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)  

    15 Oct 2023

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    after watching the movie finale, one thought bothered me in the end: i don't think the boys can just get out of the whole kraang battle unscaved

    so this is my interpretation of what happened with the boys after leo gets out of the prison dimension and before the time they grabbed a slice
    and oh boy, they are definitely not doing so good

    *WILL REMAIN UNFINISHED, SORRY*

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  16. 18

    Remembering Is Half The Battle by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)  

    29 Jan 2023

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    Raphael was raped by the Kraang.

    He doesn’t remember.

    Until suddenly he does.

    The beginning to an uphill battle of recovery.

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    queering it up for pride month by

    Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020), Avatar (Cameron Movies), Avatar: Frontiers of Pandora (Video Game), Lisa Frankenstein (2024), Sanders Sides (Web Series), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Transformers (Skybound 2023), Transformers: Earthspark (Cartoon), 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)

    26 Jun 2025

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    once weekly, now daily ficlets starring explicitly queer characters and exploring queer themes to celebrate pride month 🌈

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  18. 45

    Everybody Wants to Rule the World by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types  

    15 May 2023

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    “But…they are all in different places,” Mikey points hesitantly. “We always fight together.”

    “Maybe it is time for you four to try fighting separately,” Splinter announces as he and Draxum return from their errand.

    “But, pops…we’ve never been apart from each other,” Raph whispers as he fidgets with his hands.

    “There is going to come a time in your lives where you four will have to separate,” Splinter tells them wisely. “And it seems like that time is upon us."

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    The brothers have always fought together in all their battles...but what happens when multiple problems around the world causes them to have to fight apart from each other? And what if there is a certain person pulling the strings in the background?

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  19. 54

    Slip of the Tongue by

    Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)  

    04 Nov 2024

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    f̶u̶n̶ f͇a͇c͇t͇: Alligator Snapping Turtles have an appendage on their tongue used to lure and hunt prey that imitates a worm both in appearance and how it moves.

    f̶u̶n̶ f͇a͇c͇t͇: Kraangs’ tongues looked awfully similar to worms didn’t they? Their tentacles too?

    f̶u̶n̶ f͇a͇c͇t͇: It’s difficult for one to push themselves to eat if they never feel hungry. or if they are stuck believing they deserve to not eat. and are increasingly scared to see their own reflection.

    T̵͓̗͕̥͙̀̊̒̈̈́h̴̡͚̺͇̲̋̆̍̐̏́͆̓̂e̵̢͇͖͔̳̥̼̞̅̈́͒̚͜r̶̜̻̝̈́͒̇̈̒̏͂̇̋̊e̸͓̩͖̙̲̤̽͜’̴̧̘̞̊̈̇̎̓̕͝s̷͔̲̙̱̲̝̎̽ ̴̥̳̯͒̕̚ą̷͎̱̰̟̭̣͎̼̄̀̆̏͛̌̅̈́ ̴̛̘̦̲̣̬̂̆̂͐͐͗͛̽͘͜m̸̜̺̮̤͈̓̀͗͑̀̉̒̀̃ờ̵̡̜̥̻͈̯́͆̑̈̄̿̓͘n̶̪̹͇̯̣͍̂̈́̈͐̄̂̐̈̔͜s̶̢̨̪̟̟̅̌̂̊̑̈́̿̌t̵̡͍͖̦̝̎͛͊͐͠ë̷̡͇̺̦̜̰̫̞̯́̄̚ŕ̸̨̦͉̤̲̹͑̓͆͒̇̋̎͠ͅ ̵̻̞̹̮̆̐͊͑ͅi̷̢̞͍͚̤͙̳̘͋̌͐̋̓̎͜ͅn̴̠̆̇͒̊̀ ̷̨̧̤̖̺͉̗̻̠͒̒̈́̏͂͑̚͘̚t̵̲̣̙̲̝͓̹̓͑̂h̷̡̜̆͊ę̷͍̲̭͉̤̩͐̓̉͑͋̃̀͜͜ ̶̧̧̝͕̜̜̠̱̋̈̋͊̒̆͊͘m̴̡̯̭͛͂̓̈́̍̆͜ḯ̷̧̠̠̜̣̞̠̣̉̊͛͜r̴̡̗̤̭̺̩͈̅̌́̒͜ŕ̷̬̬̮̫͓̈̐̆͐ơ̷̰̭̤̬̖̞̖̈́̽̽̉̇͋̍͘͠r̵̖͓̝͇̰͕̟̟̼͌̒̈̌̉̑̄͊̑̚.̷̫̒̈͐

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    sexual trauma fics by

    Fandom: Avatar: Frontiers of Pandora (Video Game), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One), Transformers Animated (2007), Transformers: Earthspark (Cartoon)

    26 Jun 2025

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    a collection of fics in which i blast my faves with the sexual trauma beam because how else do you cope

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