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  1. 10

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    in which sapnap discovers that he can only hide his coping mechanism for so long and, with that, he must uncover the trauma he's tried so hard to hide.

    or, an angsty age regression book with the dream team and punz.

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  2. 18

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    This is a series that was loosely inspired by dr3amofagame and katsidhe's Just Me and Him AU. I'm going to be trying to finish it during October as it is my Whumptober 2022 work! I may add on some comfort from Comfortember, but most likely not. Enjoy!

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  3. 6

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  4. 28

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    so, what would you little maniacs like to do today?

    sapnap thinks dream is in love with george

    dream wonders why sapnap doesn’t talk to him much anymore

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  5. 5

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  6. 10

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    Unknown:

    Okay well

    What if you did know me?

     

    Technoblade:

    I don’t

     

    Unknown:

    But what if you did ?

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  7. 3

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    Sapnap was tired. He was tired of never mattering, tired of crying in his pillows, tired of his life.

    He doesn’t know what to do anymore.

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  8. 2

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    The year is currently 2022, Mysten has grown and prospered, forming a World-encompassing Empire brought about by the actions of George and Dream who are now both dead.

    Sapnap is the only one left from 400 Years Ago - having been blessed, or maybe cursed, by Dream with immortality and great power which many in the modern world seek to exploit for their own gain.

    He meets someone who gives him a purpose again. Maybe he will find happiness.

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  9. 1

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    A collection of fics with multiple ships outside of my typical wheelhouse. For those, like me, who look at a bunch of interconnected characters and say: Why not all of them?

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  10. 6

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  11. 1

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    Sapnap is not enjoying a hero gala when the party gets crashed by a certain villain.
    Sapnap has no idea what's coming for him.

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  12. 4

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  13. 23

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    GeorgeNap Week Day 6: Omegaverse/Hybrid AU

    Over the course of a few weeks, Sapnap notices some odd changes with his body, scent, and overall secondary gender as an alpha. He assumes it’s because his fantasy of being an omega has somehow become some sort of placebo effect, but when he experiences his first ever heat, George breaks the news to him that he’s been bitched.

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  14. 9

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    So the perfect glass wouldn’t be so strong it would crack, a small almost unnoticeable one. But big enough that Sapnap would feel it, hear it. Breaking more and more as people tapped on the perfect display, disturbing what was inside.

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    Sapnap doesn't think he can survive hiding behind fragile walls.

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  15. 22

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    Story contains/mentions:
    -Self harm
    -self mutilation
    -disordered eating behavior
    -sexual abuse (hinted)
    -domestic abuse (only mentioned)
    -emotional/physical abuse
    -body carving (??)
    -mentions of anorexia and bulimia, along with a brief description of chewing/spitting.

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  16. 31

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    Now, as he’s thirty thousand feet in the air, he wishes he was back on solid ground, back in Karl’s hotel room. Or really, anywhere with Karl. He had made a joke that Karl should come back with them to Florida now that George is here, but it was meant in a joking way, and it was received in one. 

     

    So Sapnap sits in his uncomfortable airplane seat, with stale crackers in front of him, as the plane hurtles towards Orlando. To home. He knows that Karl is also sitting on an airplane seat, on a different plane, probably with stale crackers in front of him, being thrown to a different airport. To North Carolina. Cold, bitter North Carolina. Sapnap also loves making jokes about that. That North Carolina is too cold for Karl, that Orlando will always have warmth for him. Either in the form of beaches or Sapnap’s hugs. 

     

    They’re jokes, though. Just jokes. 

     

    or, sapnap is home from TC, and all he wants to do is be back with karl again. so he goes back.

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  17. 19

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    A series of snippets exploring the prison arc and its aftermath from various angles:

    1.) Sam helps Quackity with an “emergency” at the prison and does some rare self-reflection.

    2.) Sapnap and Quackity finally talk about the whole torture thing. It goes better than expected, all things considered.

    3.) Dream picks up a new hobby in prison. Sam has mixed feelings about it.

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  18. 2

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    They sobbed for what must have been two hours. If only they had looked at the signs. If only they were there for him more. Maybe they weren't loving enough. Maybe it was their fault.
    Dream was pronounced dead by overdose at 4 am that morning.

    OR

    Dream commits suicide, George and Sapnap cope

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  19. 5

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    **WARNING: MIND THE TAGS!** Throughout the fic, George is struggling with heavy derealization, dissociation, and emotional numbness. He suppresses his emotions and it only causes him to get worse. He doesn't really feel much of anything anymore and makes mistakes while trying to fix it - That includes cheating on Sapnap. The fic also mentions emotional abuse from when he was younger, and at some points George also has suicidal thoughts, but the thoughts are nothing too intense, and it doesn't last long. If this bothers you, or is triggering for you, then it's best to not read.

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    After months of experiencing complete emotional numbness and a sort of detachment from himself and the world around him, George realizes just how much it's affecting his relationship with Sapnap. He refuses to talk about it, and continues suppressing his emotions, but that doesn't do him any good. He doesn't want to lose Sapnap as a boyfriend, but with whatever is going on with him, he fears he might. This leads him to do the only thing he can think of to try to fix it, and from there on, things only get worse.

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  20. 20

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    Sapnap has awful holiday memories and Dream and George are determined to give him some good ones

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