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    your broad shoulders, my wet tears
    you're alive and I'm still here

    there's love that is a saviour
    but that ain't no love of mine

     

    Or when nothing has made sense in years except Teddy, Draco's life is far from what he'd imagined. But then circumstances out of his control arise - ones that happen to be intrinsically linked to Teddy's other father figure.

    Then it's no longer a question of what he's protecting Teddy from, but who. And how much of it can he blame on Harry Potter.

    Somewhere between forgiveness, acceptance, recovery, a Hero Complex and a Villain Complex, a broken family gets glued together.

     

    *lyrics by Wolf Alice

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    The mentorship program at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry is a longstanding tradition that pairs first-year students with volunteers from the upper years. When Harry Potter is paired with Cedric Diggory he finds someone he can call a friend, someone who cares about him in a way no one has before. Cedric quickly realizes something is wrong with Harry's home life, but it takes years for him to get confirmation that Harry is being abused. When that confirmation comes, Cedric and his boyfriend Tom quickly hatch a plan to keep Harry safe, and with them, until he graduates. And if the plan keeps Harry with them long after that....well....that's just being smart.

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    harry has issues. ron and hermione don’t notice.
    but malfoy does?

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    In a dark and violent encounter, Harry and Ginny, two young omegas, are brutally attacked by a group of alphas after a seemingly perfect evening at the arcade.

    They are forced into a horrific situation where they are degraded and manipulated, struggling to retain their dignity amidst the trauma.

    Despite the physical and emotional violations, Harry and Ginny find strength in their bond, vowing to support each other and not let their ordeal define them.

    After escaping, they clean themselves in a secluded park, sharing their fears and dreams, and ultimately reaffirming their commitment to face the future together, stronger than before.

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    After being subjected to yet another torture session with Umbridge, Harry runs into Malfoy who had been skipping Charms and took notice of his obvious injury.

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    “Then help me. What happened?” He was dangerously close to begging, and he would hate himself for it if he did, but he would hate himself more if he allowed Harry to willingly spill his own blood without any resistance from his part.

    “I’m fucking unclean. My blood is dirty, Nott.” The words were spit out like they were venom, poison on Harry’s tongue and before that statement, those words could process in his own mind, Harry was continuing, “There. Is that what you wanted me to say? There. Fine. I had a fucking dream that I was back with the Dursleys’ and they told me that me that I was a dirty-blooded, freak again and I woke up, panicked and tried to-to-”

     

    or Harry's fear of being known fights against Theo's thirst to understand

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    Death was a familiar thought for Harry, whether it was a threat or craving it.

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    Harry is traumatized and tries to kill himself after he gets chosen for the triwizard

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    A place where I have compiled, and will compile all of my tomarry one-shots and short fics.

    And yes, the list of tags might get humongously long over time. I have too many fic ideas.

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    Harry has been living with Snape for a few weeks now; settling in is a tricky process, but one that he's grateful for regardless.

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    Snape places down a small sideplate next to Harry's essay, two chocolate Digestives sliding across it as he puts it down.

    "Don't forget to get yourself a glass of water if you're thirsty, Potter." The words aren't harsh, if anything they're almost soft, like the feeling of a wool blanket, not quite scratchy, not quite soft, and it's enough for Harry to blink up at the man once, twice, before ducking his head again, nodding.

    (Snape's expression was nigh-on blank, but his eyes... The light in them was worried, Harry thinks. He could have been wrong, admittedly, but it's something about the molten-soft edges, the furrow of his eyebrows, the way his attention had lingered on Harry, on his dry lips and too-thin wrists and on the papers splayed out over the table.
    It felt like he was analysing Harry, but not necessarily for the sake of actually pulling him apart afterwards.)

     

    (Belladonna represents silence in Victorian Flower Language.)

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    Just any and all one-shots I write, probably largely BNHA content but I'll add some others too I expect. (Okay, so there's... maybe six other fics, all of the rest is bnha, so oop- correction, it's now more like twenty or so)
    Correction-correction, quite a number is now non-BNHA, and it continues to grow, so do with that what you will!

    (Oh, and admittedly, some of them are technically no longer one-shots as they got extended or fit into my wider AUs, but the intent is there, so...?)

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    Harry lived a pretty content life after the war. Sure, everyone he had ever loved had died. The newspapers were slandering him so much that he couldn't step foot in the Wizarding World without being shouted at. His mind healer kept trying to get him to feel his feelings instead of pushing them down. Granger wouldn't stop bloody annoying him. But he was fine... so why couldn't he stop thinking about dying?

    // A very different Harry Potter, one who was born a twin and whose parents were very much alive, lands in an alternate dimension where his parents aren't alive, he's known as the Boy Who Lived, and the war hasn't started up yet. Not only is he stuck with people he very much never wanted anything to do with again, but they keep trying to get him to reveal all his secrets.

    (technically part of a series but you don't have to read the other fics to understand this one. More detailed description in the notes.)

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    Life was miserable as a homeless child but at least he wasn’t confined to a small cupboard. He could float under the radar and hide within the shadows of the various alleyways. That was until the owls started showing up.

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    Petunia is scared that Harry might lose it again after the Aunt Marge Incident and refuses to let him come back. Dumbledore can't replace the protections, but he can do the best thing: make Snape take him in.

    Remus ends up biting Harry during the full moon. So Remus, now out of a job for attacking a student, decides to move in with Sirius to help him after living in Azkaban for twelve years, not knowing Dumbledore has decided that's the perfect place for Snape and Harry to stay. Sirius lets Snape stay in the Grimmauld Place only because of Harry.

    Harry is messed up, or at least he thinks so; he hides under the bed when the adults look upset; he's always cleaning or working on something. And he's always getting hurt. He knows why; he knows the wolf in his head says he can trust them, but not yet, not until he knows for sure. Not until he breaks and they get rid of him too.

    (Also, Drarry, but that's later.)

    (The old men do fall in love later, after they get to know each other.)

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    Harry swore he would get Sirius back for his Christmas prank and after thinking about it, he finally found a suitable prank. It's time for Harry to show his Marauder side!

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    This is the continuation of my story: The Inner Light - HP Style. The first chapter is a summary of the previous story, so if the tags speak to you, you should be able to read it without too much confusion.

    It is an exploration of the aftermath of the war, and how everyone deals with it. The main character is Severus Snape, who survived the war, but there will be chapters about other characters too. I needed some OCs to tell the story I wanted to tell because I didn't want to entirely rewrite canon characters to fit.

    I address the changing world, try to find solutions to the most blatant problems the wizarding world has without making it too easy, and fokus on character developement and growth.

    Alas, I felt writing a simple slice of life type story was boring as heck, so since I love torturing my characters, there are vicious attacks on Severus Snape, and they have to find out who it is. It turns out, there's more to it than the eye can see, and someone might lead a dark cabal to derail any changes in the wizarding world.

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    Exile arc.
    Fourth year- summer break.

    Tommy runs away from exile, and stumbles upon a magic infused portal. Being curious and reckless, he lights it and goes through. The overloading magic glitches him out of his universe, and he ends up in magical Britain. Who the fuck is this Harry Potter kid anyway?

     

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    “Tommy huh? Where you from?”

    “Dream Essempie, but I ran away. I recognise your accent, you British?” Tommy asks, just to make sure. You never really know, he might be Scottish in disguise.

     

    The kid seemed confused at the question, looking down at him with a slightly furrowed eyebrows. “Of course I am. Where do you think you are, Mexico?”

     

    “What the fuck’s Mexico? What,” Tommy snorted, “it’s the country For Mexicans?”

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    A mistake during a summoning ritual results in a soul bond between Harrie and Severus.

    As Harrie and Severus tries to navigate being bonded and hiding it from everyone else, they realize the most crucial thing. They may be able to hide the bond from others, but hiding secrets from your bond mate is destined to end in disaster.

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    “There’s no winning with you, is there?”

    Oh, if only he knew. She is a cracked up enigma with him, naked on this bed that belongs to neither of them, never belonged to anybody. She is the last question on an distressingly easy exam paper. Usually a puzzle that desperately jams all the fractured pieces to fit into something, she feels finally understood without cutting off scraps of herself. She might not yet know who she is for him, but one thing is certain - Harry Potter is winning over her, winning her over, all the damn time.

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